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Elizabeth was a lesbian. Of that, she was sure. She had always kind of known. When she was young, she had always shunned the way of the Barbie dolls and would rather play with dinosaurs or Tonka trucks. There were all those times in Kindergarten as well. She smiled fondly at the memories. She and her friend Ali out on the playground for recess, sitting under the slide to hide away from the boys. The kisses she shared with her were all innocent, of course. Neither thought anything of it. They didn’t really understand love or infatuations.
Time progressed. At twelve, all the girls in her classes couldn’t stop talking about boys. She couldn’t understand the obsession. While her other friends had boyfriends, she was left ogling her pretty history teacher, Ms. Moore or trying to befriend Bethany, the bubbly cheerleader. (To no avail, much to her disappointment.)
At fourteen, she confessed her love for a girl two years her senior and was shot down. The girl never spoke to her again. She did however speak about her. She could remember the salty tears stinging her eyes as she was jeered at for the first time in halls.
“Dyke!” They would hiss.
“Faggot!” They would say, their mouths upturned into cruel smirks.
She was no longer Elizabeth, the quiet girl who spent most of her lunch reading alone. She was now Lizzy the Lezzy, the laughing stock of the school. How it infuriated her!
Word spread fast and in no time it reached the ears of her parents who we’re appalled at their daughters perversion. They sent her to psychiatrists and when that failed to the church where she sat in the pews, hundreds of devout people who had known her for life praying to God for her to be saved from sin.
Things only got worse. At 15, a group of boys had caught her after school. No one did anything to help. A small crowd gathered around as she was beat bloody. What is my crime? She thought. All I have done is loved. She went home that day, broken. Her parents said nothing, only shaking their heads as they say that they tried to help.
The torment continued. Three weeks later Elizabeth found her fathers pistol. With shaking hands, she took it to her temple, treating the thing with utmost care. She smiled weakly. No more pain the voice in the back of her head crooned with relief.
Click.
No more laughs, no more jibes.
BLAM!
Lizzy the Lezzy was a lesbian no more.
Time progressed. At twelve, all the girls in her classes couldn’t stop talking about boys. She couldn’t understand the obsession. While her other friends had boyfriends, she was left ogling her pretty history teacher, Ms. Moore or trying to befriend Bethany, the bubbly cheerleader. (To no avail, much to her disappointment.)
At fourteen, she confessed her love for a girl two years her senior and was shot down. The girl never spoke to her again. She did however speak about her. She could remember the salty tears stinging her eyes as she was jeered at for the first time in halls.
“Dyke!” They would hiss.
“Faggot!” They would say, their mouths upturned into cruel smirks.
She was no longer Elizabeth, the quiet girl who spent most of her lunch reading alone. She was now Lizzy the Lezzy, the laughing stock of the school. How it infuriated her!
Word spread fast and in no time it reached the ears of her parents who we’re appalled at their daughters perversion. They sent her to psychiatrists and when that failed to the church where she sat in the pews, hundreds of devout people who had known her for life praying to God for her to be saved from sin.
Things only got worse. At 15, a group of boys had caught her after school. No one did anything to help. A small crowd gathered around as she was beat bloody. What is my crime? She thought. All I have done is loved. She went home that day, broken. Her parents said nothing, only shaking their heads as they say that they tried to help.
The torment continued. Three weeks later Elizabeth found her fathers pistol. With shaking hands, she took it to her temple, treating the thing with utmost care. She smiled weakly. No more pain the voice in the back of her head crooned with relief.
Click.
No more laughs, no more jibes.
BLAM!
Lizzy the Lezzy was a lesbian no more.
Literature
Gay Marriage
I want to marry a woman like her,
Tall with baby blue eyes.
Her hair, looks like waves of yellow thread.
All I want is to know her name.
I'd love to see her with a wedding ring,
A beautiful long flowing gown and a little white veil.
I wonder if, I'll be that lucky...
To someday have the right to walk her down an aisle.
I don't care where, I just need to know...
Will that right continue to not exist?
How come my daughter isn't allowed two mothers?
I plan for the future, I could still marry a man...
But, is he my true soulmate?
Were we destined to be together?
I just hope someday, who ever I marry is legally allowed.
Literature
Dyke is
Dyke is love
Dyke is
The spiral notebook under your mattress that weeps and moans and laughs
and the deleted internet history
and the pride you feel even as you hide
Dyke is marching at Pride
knowing that you are
united with the queers
admitted to a community
because you are a dyke
and wondering if that may be ridiculous
Dyke is smashing gender roles
reclaiming words, labels
and breaking free of them
Dyke is drag kings and evening gowns
Mothers, daughters, families
Coming out, being outed, closet cases
Hesitating, deliberating
Questioning, persisting
Dyke is falling in love with a person, not a gender
and falling in love w
Literature
This Could Be Everything
If I were honest,
I'd tell you that I would never take
More than you were willing to give. Even though every
Part of me craved what you weren't willing to offer.
I'd tell you that sometimes,
I get this overwhelming urge to bite down on your lips
Hard enough to draw blood so I can show you
What heartache feels like at three o'clock in the morning.
I'd tell you how jealous I am
That you can count on both hands the number of people
That love you, while I'm still trying to learn
How to love myself.
I'd tell you that most days
I can't handle waking up in pieces
When it seems you've got yourself so together.
I'd tell you that I love
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something that I might give for the literary magazine at school.
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I'm 13 and a lezbian my best friend is gay I'm out and he is not we sorta have this underground thing with me him a bi girl that I'm in love with and some other peoplei went through crap last year and switched schools my new school is way more accepting and I now have lots of friends last year I tried to kill myself and woke up in a hospital I was a victim of homophobic peers at a Christian school the teachers didn't do anything and according to them I deserved it but I'm better now and I'm happy if everyone who like me was extremely depressed and did dnt see any way out killing yourself is not the answer it eventually gets better this story is awsome your school would be stupid not to put it in its literary magazine thanks